Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Prayer Request
Saturday, October 25, 2008
My own Exploration Day
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Well Baby Clinic and Reflections
Today was my first day helping out at the well baby clinic. I headed down at about 8:30 this morning, and met up with Karen ( my neighbor, and a nurse who has been here for a long time). She showed me to the clinic, and I met Silvia,
Silvia and me--you can see the baby's medical notebook opened to the growth chart where they can track his/her growth and see if it's normal or not.
a nurse who would call a baby’s name (from a little booklet that everyone has for their medical records.) The mom would bring in the baby, undress him or her, then I would help place the baby in a little sling that is reminiscent of those plastic baby swings that look like a pair of underware.
Getting two babies ready for weighing with their moms:
(above)Here's a teeny, tiny baby in the tiniest sling available
Here's a happy little baby also getting ready. I think this one was a boy.
Then we’d hang the baby from the scale—this is the type of scale that you see people stick a slab of steak on in movies to weigh it. And here I was hanging up little babies.
Angry hanging baby. It was kinda hard to smile next to a screaming kid knowing I could take him down if I weren't getting a picture taken. Her mom didn't seem to mind though. The moms loved seeing the pictures of their babies on my camera afterwards too, which was neat.
This is probably my favorite picture from Gabon. This little girl is adorable, and she seems to be having a good time too!
I learned how to figure out what the babies weighed and then I’d tell Sylvia in French—cinq kil deux cent (5 kil. 200g). Then she’d write it down and give the notebook to some other nurses who would figure out if the baby was ready for more vaccinations and then they’d notate that in the book.
It was fun helping. I’ve never held so many babies in such a short time! Some were big, and probably getting close to one years old, others were as young as just a few weeks. I felt a little awkward about putting the tiny babies into a sling and watching them hang there. They looked uncomfortable. And their little heads would sorta droop over. Since one of the one of the main things that strikes me about babies is the comment “Watch the head! Watch the head!” It felt wrong to not hold their head or something. But they all seemed fine.
African babies don’t seem to get a lot of really gentle treatment like many American babies do, this is not to say that they are abused, but their durability and resilience is certainly not under appreciated. They get tied to mom’s back and hauled around, head flopping a bit sometimes. A common game, instead of peek-a-boo is cover the babies face with your hand making loud noises and gently shake the face around. I think I’d be terrified if that were me, but they seemed pretty used to it.
After the babies had been weighed the stacked up all the notebooks and called them in again by name—this time for vaccinations—there was something funny, in a sense, about watching those little babies sitting on their mommy’s laps, smiling and laughing and looking around, totally clueless of what was about to happen to them. Some would cry as soon as the cottonball soaked in some kind of cleaner touched their skin, others wouldn’t cry until the needle poked them, and others waited until the injection. Only one baby didn’t cry at all for one vaccination, but when he got the second he started wailing.
I noticed how they had different screams and cries—but the message was always the same—they were not happy and this should not have happened. The funny thing is that it is good, and that they will be better off with that little poke than with the diseases they could get otherwise.
It made me think of how we will sit and talk to God, happy as pie, but sometimes when something happens that we can’t understand, something that seems awful and painful and like it shouldn’t happen we scream just like those babies. We know God, just like those babies know their mothers, and we know that He wouldn’t let something happen for us unless there was a good reason for it, but when pain strikes and feel that poke we always get upset and forget how good he has been to us. Of course, the hardest part is probably in the times that we can’t see the good. Those babies aren’t going to understand that they are getting protection from all kinds of worse dangers. They will never understand why that happened (except maybe a long, long ways down the road when they’re grown up). That’s the same for us, there are some things we’re just never going to understand at all. We look at the situation and think, this is painful, this is hard, and there is nothing good about it at all, but if we remember who our God is—a loving caring God, who has only the very best in mind for us—and if we remember all the times when we’ve seen what looks like a bad situation turn into a good one, then we can rest assured that our God who loved us yesterday and made our bad days turn into good ones will do the exact same thing today, and we can count Him to do it again tomorrow. And one day, maybe we will understand, maybe he’ll show us somewhere down the road in this life or the next. But since we know Him, we know it’s always for a reason, and that makes everything a little bit easier to swallow, even if it’s bitter medicine.
--Jessica
P.S. Plus, at home in Lima, mom and dad got a new puppy! Isn't he cute?
Friday, October 10, 2008
Snakes
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
School, Fish, Crockpot and Sunsets.
My Christmas Tree
By Luke and Sarah Thelander (with a tiny bit of help by Jessica Fox)
My Christmas tree is big and happy,
Under it the presents take a nappy.
My Christmas tree is big and tall,
But we celebrate Jesus who was small.
I was very proud of them. They wanted to write about a christmas tree, I guess e.e. cummings inspired them. After writing the poem, I wrote it on two little pieces of paper which they decorated with markers and glitter. Then we went outside and collected pine needles (which were huge, they were 9-12 in. long, I’ve never seen pine needles this long!) And made little frames for our poem by connecting four bunches of pine needles in the corner with red and green pipe cleaners. It was very Christmas-y, which wasn’t quite the goal, it’s a little early, but it’s fine. So then we got in our literature and fine arts.
Here's a few pictures:
Luke and Sarah on the porch at the school with the frames
Luke hard at work trimming his frame Sarah and her frame all finished except for trimming the ends a bit
They seemed to have a great time with it all. After this we ate snack, which was funny, because we sorta forgot about it till then end, and then it was hard to get them to leave the school to come to my house where we were going to eat lunch. But we made it eventually.
At my house Luke and Sarah dissected the seeds on my porch while I got lunch together. Sarah got bored and ended up helping me make peanut butter and jelly sandwiches while Luke drew pictures of the seeds to go with his bark rubbings. Then they both helped mix up some juice and we had lunch. Then they decided that everything in my house was a hole (strange but true, or so they told me). This was based on a discussion on which Luke decided there was a snake in my house, and I said the door was shut so they couldn’t get in. But he saw a tiny hole in my door, and decided it would come in there, and then found imaginary holes all over until my whole house was a hole. Then they decided to speak snake, which nearly drove me in sane. For your information, snakes say something like “doopy de do.” They do not hiss; that is a common misperception. After confining them to speak in only the French or English language, we walked back to their house. Bearing all the fruits of the day—bark rubbings and seed drawings, poems and frames, the beginnings of a pop corn plant, and a pine cone, avocado pit, and apple seeds ready for planting in the Thelander’s yard.
I think on a whole it was a fantastic day. They were pretty excited about everything and seemed to have a lot of fun. I know I had a great time. I’m looking forward to next Wednesday already which is on clouds and rain and evaporation. It should be pretty applicable too, seeing as how rainy season is certainly upon us (we’re having a torrential downpour right now).
Another exciting part of today:
Joanna gave me whole fish! I now have 6-8 whole Capitane fish sitting in a trashbag in my freezer. I think I have a basic understanding of how to filet and pan-fry them. Now I just have to figure out how to get them apart without having to thaw them all so I can try one someday soon.
Joanna also gave me a crock-pot which I really couldn’t be more excited about. It’s probably the world’s coolest crock-pot ever. It’s a casserole dish shape around, but taller; however, the lid can be used as a casserole dish in the oven and then placed on the crock pot to keep warm, or you can remove the pot and lid to use the eating surface as a cooking surface for eggs, sandwiches and hamburgers. I’m really in awe of this crock-pot. It will also be handy because it gives me a way to cook my whole chicken. I’d heard that basically all the meat you could get here was whole chickens from Joanna. But then when we were in Lebamba shopping yesterday and I asked about meat, Joanna asked if I wanted, and I quote, “Chicken or scary meat.” I said I’d try both. So I got a chicken, and I ended up not getting scary meat this trip. Well, I did get sausage that she was not so sure about. I opted not to get the hamburger with a staple stuck inside the package. I also didn’t get any of the random cut meats that just sit unwrapped in the freezer. You can’t tell exactly what they are or really anything about them. So they are nicknamed “scary meat.” I was going to get fish, but Joanna happened to have the Capitaines in her freezer and said she’d give them to me. She was very excited to get them out of her freezer and I am very happy to have them in mine.
Tomorrow will be a bit of a quieter day. I’m going to go work on the library a little bit, normally I will go work at the baby clinic, but because everyone just got back from meetings in Libreville we’re going to let them get back into the swing of things before I start that.
However, after talking with Joanna Monday night, I mentioned that I was interested in medical missions, and she said that I’d have to sit in and watch some surgeries and maybe shadow different people at the hospital some. I’m incredibly excited about this. Then today Keir said that Monday I can come down to the hospital, meet all the PAACS residents and follow them around on rounds. Then I’ll get a tour of the hospital. I’m really incredibly excited about this! I can’t wait to get to see it all.
Here's a picture of the sunset from from Monday night, this is a view from my porch:
Tonight we watched the Sunset. The Sun was a bright red ball in the blue sky. I've never seen anything like it. We watched it sink behind the horizon in literally one minute. It was amazing. I've never seen the sun visibly sink like that.
Jessica
P.S. I almost just died (well, that might be a little extreme...) walking down into my livingroom/kitchen to get peanut butter (I'm hungry). I stepped into the middle of the room and almost fell when I slipped on a huge puddle. Further inspection has shown that despite the fact that I closed the Knockles on my window, the rain got in over the top and leaked all over my livingroom floor. Luckily, it's all dried up now, and I needed to mop in there anyway. So, no problem. But very exciting for the few second when I thought I might break something!
Friday, October 3, 2008
Housemates and Photos
Thursday, October 2, 2008
A New Month, a New Location
It was insane. I think you’d really have to experience the road to understand what it’s like. Their are curves everywhere. We were following a large yellow truck, that threw up so much dust that at times we couldn’t see him at all even though he was just twenty feet in front of us. The road istself is something like certain ski slopes I’ve gone down which are completely covered in moguls, and when you don’t know what you’re doing you fly down over the top of them, teeth clicking and all the air getting knocked out of your lungs. Your body lurches around like a possessed rag doll doing a frenzied dance.
I’ve learned a few things about how to ride in a car here along these roads. The biggest beginners mistake is to try and sit still. You tense all your muscles, trying futily to not flop into your neighbor. This method will only leaving you flopping lurching awkwardly into the door and your neighbor (or both neighbors if you’re in the middle) and once you finally emerge from the car you realize that your muscles have become petrified in only an hour or two from tensely fighting the bumpy road.
Don’t do it friends. Unless you want to look and feel like Igor you need to relax. This way you just absorb the bumps. You flop around a little, and you need to find a balance between looking like a sheet flapping in a wind (which will result on hitting your head on the window or the ceiling or the car frame) and trying to pretend you’re made of stone.
After several car rides I’m starting to get the hang of it, but really, you’ll be sore no matter once if you ride long enough.
On this particular day I’m pretty sure it was about 200* F as well. Luckily, once the enormous truck in front of us lost steering and veered off the road into a hill, we were able to open our windows because there was less dust. We did stop to make sure that everyone in the truck was alright, and later we informed another truck in their company of their plight so that someone would go rescue them.
We also saw a man beating his pet monkey who ran away (just before the monkey had been holding on to the mans leg and sitting on his foot while they strolled down the road). Another surprising image was that of a fuel truck tipped over on it’s side, leaking from the back. This was concerning, but then as we passed him and looked back, there were two men lying under the cabin arms behind their heads. Phillipe must have seen them on the way out to pick us up (because he stops to make sure everyone is ok) and reassured us that the men were just fine. They must have been simply resting in the shade of the truck to avoid the heat and wait for someone to come.
Bongolo is in the middle of nowhere. There is no village named Bongolo, only a hospital on a hill and a few houses for doctors, nurses, visitors, residents and a few other odds and ends. There is a village about 10 minutes away over the river named Lebamba.
On the bright side, since it is so remote, there’s not much car exhaust. There are beautiful views off the hillsides of palm trees and bamboo and sky.
There are also lots of birds, bugs, and lizzards running (or flying) around.
I have an apartment (really it’s a nurses who is in the US for a few months). It’s a huge apartment. I have a great big room with a desk and a big bed. There’s another little guest room (but no visitors...), a bathroom (also home to my spider friends, who I can’t seem to come with good names for), and a kitchen/dining room/living room. It’s really very nice. My oven doesn’t work though, but that’s alright because I can’t even get the gas on to work the stovetop. (I need to ask about that and keep forgetting).
My apartment is attached to another where Renee (a doctor whose been here about a year) and Karen (a nurse whose been here for 16 years).
My first evening as we drove up to the Thelander’s I could hear Luke squealing out news of my arrival. Joanna, and Luke and Sarah brought me down to my apartment where they had hung glittery signs they’d made welcoming me to Bongolo.
Joanna gave me a tour, explaining how different things work and killing any cockroach we happened upon.
Then it was back to there house (it’s a nice little walk, about 5 minutes) for dinner. They even had homemade ice cream, which we’ve had every night I’ve been here. It’s great. Ice cream here is something like diamonds here. Rather expensive.
The second day here, I went over the Thelander’s at noon and played with the kids. We played with Trucks (which we did the first night before dinner too). And it was fun. We also played with Legos. We loaded the trucks up with them. And drove them around. Then I colored with Sarah while Luke played with a neighbor boy. We also watched trees be cut down and rolled down the hill into the jungle. The kids thought it was fantastic. They were so excited. It was fun too watch. I came back for a break for about an hour or a half. Then went back over and played with the kids more so Joanna could make dinner. It was more trucks I think...I don’t remember exactly. At dinner the visiting doctors came over (Tim, he’s a GI doctor, and Hank, who is an Anesthesiologist. Tim and Huin were there too. They’re a married couple, Tim is face surgeon (I think it’s oral maxo-somthing) and Huin is a family practice doctor.) So there were lots of people.
Yesterday I was awoken by some crazy animal that thought shreiking like a dying person was a good idea. It scared me quite a bit. Till I thought maybe it was a monkey, then I peaked out all my windows looking for it. I couldn’t go back to sleep. So I got an early start to the day at 5am. I made coffee, had breakfast, read my bible. And then got bored. At 8:30 I took a nap for two hours then got up again and headed over to the Thelanders at 12. We had lunch and then they showed me the missionary kid school. It’s not a running school anymore. But it has a library next door and a gym (which is being used as storage for now...so no basketball). There are a lot of books and toys and craft things. So I played read with Luke and Sarah and Becca for a while up there. Becca started to get pretty fussy so Margariet came and got her, and I got confused on the time (my cell phone is on a 24 hour clock and I got mixed up) and Luke and Sarah and I went back to the house an hour earlier than planned. On the way we jumped in the grass while a car came by and I got attacked by aunts. Luckily the kids didn’t seem to have any problems. But I got at least 10 bites. They sting! So I scratched my feet while walking back with probably looked like a funny, awkward, jumpy, dance. When we got back, since we were early, we watched some logs and things that were being burned in the yard and then played 2 games of Chutes and Ladders. After that it was quiet time for the kids. So I came back and to my delight, I found that my bins had arrived of all my stuff on the truck. So I unpacked everything. It looks nicer here now, much homier.
And then I got cleaned up and went over to Karen and Renee’s for dinner. Tim and Huin and Hank and the other Tim were all there. Then we had a surprise birthday party for Huin. Her birthday is Sunday but pretty much everyone is leaving here to go to a meeting in Libreville Saturday. It was a nice time.
Today we’re going to Lebamba. I’m excited about that. We were going to go tomorrow, but the stores close for a few hours or sometimes the day on Friday because Friday is like Sunday to Muslims (and I guess most of the stores are run by Muslims).
Margariet invited me over to their house for dinner tonight too. I’m going to go over early to watch Rebecca so she can make dinner (she has other guests coming over too).
Keir will be gone at the meeting in Libreville for 5 days, so the assistant stuff probably won’t start up till the week following his return. The baby clinic is Thursday morning and it sounds like I might get to start that next week. For now I’m just getting settled in and use to the place and meeting people.
Please continue to pray for smooth transition. I’ve had a hard time sleeping here, I think some combination of being on my own, plus the knowledge of spiders and cockroaches, and the loud outdoor noises (I don’t have a noisy fan to drown them out here).
On a whole though I’m really enjoying it here. The kids are a lot of fun to play with, my apartment is lovely, and I’m going to name the spiders so they are less intimidating. I’m leaning towards Eliot and Chaucer. But I think Chaucer ran away, which bothers me because he’s the creepy looking one. He left the bathroom last night (I can’t blame him, I thought he drowned in the shower, but he seemed to recuperate alright. And then I saw him in the hall. If I find him in my room I think I’ll have to kill him. I can’t sleep with spiders in my room. So hopefully he’ll go back in the bathroom. Maybe I’ll take pictures of them for you sometime.
Also, I’m around a lot in the evening, so 4-6pm EST. And the morning, but no one in the US is up then...unless you’re pulling an all nighter or get up at 3. So, I tend to be on skype (jessicaefox) and google chat(same screenname)...feel free to call anytime. It can get lonely in such a quiet apartment.
Alright, well I’m going to read and then it’s to the Thelander’s and off to Lebamba!
Love,
Jessica